empty

Right now.....
It feels so weird. This feeling..... Is so......Alien to me.....
Fragmented thoughts raced through my mind as I recollected what I've done in the past. It pains me to realise all the bad things I had done. I exhaled a deep sigh couple of times and question myself, ''What is happening to me?'' I don't know..... I ponder for awhile..... And finally. I know what's wrong. Emptiness. Yes. I feel empty right now.
Maybe..... It's depression..... GOD..... I need you with me at this point of time....
To tell you the truth, I'm giving up-resigning myself to the bitterness of unfulfilled dream. I tried to focus and revise my work.... But.... Nothing goes inside this empty head.
Screw life............

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