Omg. They are damn amazing. I think that cutie's name is Austin or something. Fyi, they started from X-factor, obviously, because many other british sensation came from this competition such as Leona Lewis, Joe Mcelderry and many more.
You guys should check out 'Jls No air'-that was the song they sang for audition. Damn amazing.
One word, WOW!
-Shay☮☮☮
Sunday, March 28, 2010
'english' band rocks
Raygun's the BOMB(uk)
JlS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(british)
The first guy to start singing was damn fcking handsome!
I swear I'll marry this guy. Question is, will he? haa. unlikely. but, it's ok though.
Peace my people.☮
JlS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(british)
The first guy to start singing was damn fcking handsome!
I swear I'll marry this guy. Question is, will he? haa. unlikely. but, it's ok though.
Peace my people.☮
Well, I've already obtained my result slips on Friday. And, Friday was the most unforgetable day for me. It was close enough to a memorable day. Why? For the very first time, I pass all my subjects. Yes, I pass all that six fcking subjects. Including math and combine humans.
Eng-B4
Mt-A1
Math-C5-happy and not so happy. I could've gt a better grade. But, it's ok. Atleast, I pass right?
Combine science-B3
Combine humans-C6-thanks to my ss which I score a fcking 20/25, an A fucking 1. I failed geo damn badly.
Art-C5-WTF??! I felt insulted. C5?!
Okay, overall I'm happy with my results but I know, There're rooms for improvement. But, am I really happy?
It sucks when you don't have anyone to share your success and happiness with, and it makes you unhappy in return. Ofcause, mama is happy with my result because for the very first time, she didn't have to say, ''I'm vv disappointed with your results! Ask ayah to sign that result slips....''and the nagging go on and on and only god knows for how long. But, Friday, when I showed her that piece of paper, she was actually smilling! But, of cause, mama didn't praised me for all that hardwork. Instead, she list down her expectations for my upcoming examination. Thanks mum. Appreciate it lots.
Y'know, last time, when I failed a couple of subjects, I'd break down and ask, 'why me', not treasuring the happiness I had back then. And, now.... When I had start passing my exams, I'd still break down and ask the exact question. So here, I had realised that we, humans, are never, and will never be grateful with what we have. We took everything for granted, not knowing how precious those things are. On the contrary, I take it as a lesson learnt. I'll treasure what I have now-my family, my cat, my vvvv small circle of friends and even my teachers so that I won't repeat the same mistakes again. I seriously don't want history to repeat itself again. I'm tired of losing things. It's time for me to treasure them.
eenie meenie
Justin bieber ft Virgin-haha. You'll know who I'm referring to.
The song's damn eff awesome.
-Shay☮☮☮
Eng-B4
Mt-A1
Math-C5-happy and not so happy. I could've gt a better grade. But, it's ok. Atleast, I pass right?
Combine science-B3
Combine humans-C6-thanks to my ss which I score a fcking 20/25, an A fucking 1. I failed geo damn badly.
Art-C5-WTF??! I felt insulted. C5?!
Okay, overall I'm happy with my results but I know, There're rooms for improvement. But, am I really happy?
It sucks when you don't have anyone to share your success and happiness with, and it makes you unhappy in return. Ofcause, mama is happy with my result because for the very first time, she didn't have to say, ''I'm vv disappointed with your results! Ask ayah to sign that result slips....''and the nagging go on and on and only god knows for how long. But, Friday, when I showed her that piece of paper, she was actually smilling! But, of cause, mama didn't praised me for all that hardwork. Instead, she list down her expectations for my upcoming examination. Thanks mum. Appreciate it lots.
Y'know, last time, when I failed a couple of subjects, I'd break down and ask, 'why me', not treasuring the happiness I had back then. And, now.... When I had start passing my exams, I'd still break down and ask the exact question. So here, I had realised that we, humans, are never, and will never be grateful with what we have. We took everything for granted, not knowing how precious those things are. On the contrary, I take it as a lesson learnt. I'll treasure what I have now-my family, my cat, my vvvv small circle of friends and even my teachers so that I won't repeat the same mistakes again. I seriously don't want history to repeat itself again. I'm tired of losing things. It's time for me to treasure them.
eenie meenie
Justin bieber ft Virgin-haha. You'll know who I'm referring to.
The song's damn eff awesome.
-Shay☮☮☮
Sunday, March 21, 2010
cheap publicity??
There was a slightest twinge of resentment in me.
He was in conspiracy with everything that had went wrong in my life. I was alone. And I needed him. I wanted to shout " I love you" but the fullness of feeling deprived me of the power of speech. It took a long time, for me to grasp the import of what was happening.
He was leaving me.....
Meanwhile............
I was stunned by the normalcy of the day around me.
Shouldn't the world stop? Don't they know what has happened to me?But the world didn't stop, they took no notice at all. I was petrified by the very fact that I was trembling with the pain of being alone in this cruel world. I was dwindling away in misery; the sense of unease increased. I guess, I have to lay down on bed and surrender myself to the bitterness of sorrow. Perhaps, that way...... I can finally relax in the luxurious of desolation. Impossible. But it did help me stayed calm for awhile and I felt a sense of ease as I was borne along the gentle waves of sorrow.
FINALLY..........I've made up my mind..... I can finally move on. I don't need anyone, especially him, in my life anymore; the atmosphere of a paragon lifted my soul to a height of unspeakable joy. I'm finally free. Free from the misery that was tormenting me. I can move on now.........
-Shay
He was in conspiracy with everything that had went wrong in my life. I was alone. And I needed him. I wanted to shout " I love you" but the fullness of feeling deprived me of the power of speech. It took a long time, for me to grasp the import of what was happening.
He was leaving me.....
Meanwhile............
I was stunned by the normalcy of the day around me.
Shouldn't the world stop? Don't they know what has happened to me?But the world didn't stop, they took no notice at all. I was petrified by the very fact that I was trembling with the pain of being alone in this cruel world. I was dwindling away in misery; the sense of unease increased. I guess, I have to lay down on bed and surrender myself to the bitterness of sorrow. Perhaps, that way...... I can finally relax in the luxurious of desolation. Impossible. But it did help me stayed calm for awhile and I felt a sense of ease as I was borne along the gentle waves of sorrow.
FINALLY..........I've made up my mind..... I can finally move on. I don't need anyone, especially him, in my life anymore; the atmosphere of a paragon lifted my soul to a height of unspeakable joy. I'm finally free. Free from the misery that was tormenting me. I can move on now.........
-Shay
Saturday, March 13, 2010
yesterday
Today..... was a nightmare. There was a series of unfortunate event I had to go through. I was fucking fucked up with a lot of things and people. Sigh.
On the bright sight though, I became a better person because through all this process, I had discovered the true meaning of life. Life isn't always sweet and nice, there will be times in our life that will screw up everything. Yeah. Speaking of screwing up, yesterday was the day I screw up BIG TIME. I was fucking fucked up with my life. My life's sucks. That was yesterday, but today I realised that I had to be contented with my life. Be it good, or bad.
Ok. So erm, welcome to a new me.......?!
heh. that was lame.
ok then.
peace tc.☮
Love you too.
-Shay
On the bright sight though, I became a better person because through all this process, I had discovered the true meaning of life. Life isn't always sweet and nice, there will be times in our life that will screw up everything. Yeah. Speaking of screwing up, yesterday was the day I screw up BIG TIME. I was fucking fucked up with my life. My life's sucks. That was yesterday, but today I realised that I had to be contented with my life. Be it good, or bad.
Ok. So erm, welcome to a new me.......?!
heh. that was lame.
ok then.
peace tc.☮
Love you too.
-Shay
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Finally....... Stress-free....
Hell yea. Finally.... The horrors of examination has finally come to an end.(wait. first thing first, is there such sentence..? the horrors of.....?)Well, it's OVER alright. No more burning the midnight oil, no more stress, well you get the idea.
Sigh. It was malay and physic just now. I didn't do well for both.
Which is......kinda wasted, I guess. I mean, for malay paper, it supposed to be the easiest subject for the malays to score right? Well, it's ok. It's only CA1. Only CA1?! We are supposed to have a strong foundation as it'll be very difficult for the later part of the year. So, in other words, if we didn't do very well for our CA1, the possibility of not doing well for the overall is very high.
Ok..... Since the examination has already come to an end, let's talk about something else. That is not academic-related.
It's regarding my health. I mean....... I'm very very sick. There was once, it actually occured to me that I will die very soon....due to an unknown disease. I was dehydrated, and my whole body was aching, I had a huge issue with my skin.....-I'm dying.!
The sufferings I had to endure for like,what,almost a year was unbearable. I can't take it anymore. I mean, the pain I had to endure is already equivalent to dying! Might as well, I buy a pistol and point it at my head then pull the trigger right? Might as well, I commit suicide right? In that sense, I could die faster.minus the sufferings.
Sigh. I had been dealing with a nasty feeling of weakness, as though I was going to faint for like months. It was horrible.
And speaking of horrible, the weather today was unseasonably warm. The weather itself was not doing me any favour at all. The sun was scorching hot; my whole body ached on protest as I forced myself to continue walking. I think I could die just now. Due to the hot weather, and dehydration.
But, I didn't.
Hmm.
I feel so sick....... In fact, even Ms W said I looked sick. Okay, she said I looked like I had not been sleeping for the past few days. Which is about the same as being sick right?
Ok.
Apart from that, I'd like to make comments about some people.
Ok, maybe not....
Some other time, alright.
Ps;HAPPY BDAY MR DINESH!
Alright.
With that I'll end this post .
Peace☮
-Shay
Sigh. It was malay and physic just now. I didn't do well for both.
Which is......kinda wasted, I guess. I mean, for malay paper, it supposed to be the easiest subject for the malays to score right? Well, it's ok. It's only CA1. Only CA1?! We are supposed to have a strong foundation as it'll be very difficult for the later part of the year. So, in other words, if we didn't do very well for our CA1, the possibility of not doing well for the overall is very high.
Ok..... Since the examination has already come to an end, let's talk about something else. That is not academic-related.
It's regarding my health. I mean....... I'm very very sick. There was once, it actually occured to me that I will die very soon....due to an unknown disease. I was dehydrated, and my whole body was aching, I had a huge issue with my skin.....-I'm dying.!
The sufferings I had to endure for like,what,almost a year was unbearable. I can't take it anymore. I mean, the pain I had to endure is already equivalent to dying! Might as well, I buy a pistol and point it at my head then pull the trigger right? Might as well, I commit suicide right? In that sense, I could die faster.minus the sufferings.
Sigh. I had been dealing with a nasty feeling of weakness, as though I was going to faint for like months. It was horrible.
And speaking of horrible, the weather today was unseasonably warm. The weather itself was not doing me any favour at all. The sun was scorching hot; my whole body ached on protest as I forced myself to continue walking. I think I could die just now. Due to the hot weather, and dehydration.
But, I didn't.
Hmm.
I feel so sick....... In fact, even Ms W said I looked sick. Okay, she said I looked like I had not been sleeping for the past few days. Which is about the same as being sick right?
Ok.
Apart from that, I'd like to make comments about some people.
Ok, maybe not....
Some other time, alright.
Ps;HAPPY BDAY MR DINESH!
Alright.
With that I'll end this post .
Peace☮
-Shay
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
one more day to go................
Yeap. One fucking more day to go....
Obviously, I can't wait for tomorrow to end....
Alright. So erm, it was e math and geography today. E math was okay. Infact, more than okay,heh. Problem is, I'm vvvv scared I made a lot of careless mistakes since I didn't really have the time to check through all my workings. Y'know why? My fucking class's clock was spoilt. When the time was up, most of my classmates thought they still had about 20 minutes left. Personally, I think God is being vvv unfair to my class. Just because we're like ranked the last for the express stream, doesn't mean we should be treated that badly right? Ok. Hell yeah we're ranked the last for the express stream. But, the weakest?:I beg to differ. We're NOT the weakest alright. We're just........ Lazy.
Alright, I think I've had enough of this kind of bias treatments from like,what, everybody? I mean, hello . we're not dumb okay.
Okay . So erm, up next will be my geography paper. It was a nightmare. I was almost giving up hopes, resigning myself to the bitterness of unfulfilled dreams, when I saw the paper. It was that bad...... On the contrary, I don't really care. Ok fuck. I do care, for that matter. ('Dear god, pls let me pass that geography paper. Infact, just pass is more than enough for me.)
So erm, with that. I'll end this post .
-Shay☮☮☮
Obviously, I can't wait for tomorrow to end....
Alright. So erm, it was e math and geography today. E math was okay. Infact, more than okay,heh. Problem is, I'm vvvv scared I made a lot of careless mistakes since I didn't really have the time to check through all my workings. Y'know why? My fucking class's clock was spoilt. When the time was up, most of my classmates thought they still had about 20 minutes left. Personally, I think God is being vvv unfair to my class. Just because we're like ranked the last for the express stream, doesn't mean we should be treated that badly right? Ok. Hell yeah we're ranked the last for the express stream. But, the weakest?:I beg to differ. We're NOT the weakest alright. We're just........ Lazy.
Alright, I think I've had enough of this kind of bias treatments from like,what, everybody? I mean, hello . we're not dumb okay.
Okay . So erm, up next will be my geography paper. It was a nightmare. I was almost giving up hopes, resigning myself to the bitterness of unfulfilled dreams, when I saw the paper. It was that bad...... On the contrary, I don't really care. Ok fuck. I do care, for that matter. ('Dear god, pls let me pass that geography paper. Infact, just pass is more than enough for me.)
So erm, with that. I'll end this post .
-Shay☮☮☮
Monday, March 8, 2010
Y-ah-ey
Yaye !
Hahah .
Y'know what?
I got a effing 22/30 for my bloody essay !
Whoah !
The last time I gt this mark was when I was in sec 1 .
Well, Idk . I feel like bragging about it .
Though, it's not really a big thing for most of you, right?
Hmm .
Alright .
Couple of updates .
Today is the start of ca examination .
Art and SS .
FOR ART, I WAS BLOODY FUCKED UP WHEN I DIDN'T HAVE THE FUCKING TIME TO COMPLETE MY ART WORK !
I spent way too much time, on one particular design .
Sigh .
I know, the chances of me getting an A1 is very slim .
No, fuck it .
The possibility of me failing is damn fucking high .
The one and only thing I hope, is to pass that bloody paper .
Ok . Now, for SS .
I really really hope I can get an a1 for it .
Alright, it'll be Eng and Chem tomorrow .
Seriously, I want to get an A for eng .
For chem, I just hope I could pass since nothing actually goes inside my head .
I was in a daze, most of the time . Heh .
Hmm .
Oh well, today's weather was a disaster .
I was dehydrated-again!-and plummeting down to hyperventilating-erm..again?
In one short and sweet sentence, I'd say....... I was dying just now .
The weather was damn horrible .
It's the el-nino shit crap thg season or whatever crap . For god sake,IDK !
Hmm ......
Well, today may seem like a disaster alright .
But, obviously this one hero actually made my day .
Curious?
Heh.
Secret................
''Learn to trust . It is the anchor in any and every relationship.''
peace ☮
-Shay
Hahah .
Y'know what?
I got a effing 22/30 for my bloody essay !
Whoah !
The last time I gt this mark was when I was in sec 1 .
Well, Idk . I feel like bragging about it .
Though, it's not really a big thing for most of you, right?
Hmm .
Alright .
Couple of updates .
Today is the start of ca examination .
Art and SS .
FOR ART, I WAS BLOODY FUCKED UP WHEN I DIDN'T HAVE THE FUCKING TIME TO COMPLETE MY ART WORK !
I spent way too much time, on one particular design .
Sigh .
I know, the chances of me getting an A1 is very slim .
No, fuck it .
The possibility of me failing is damn fucking high .
The one and only thing I hope, is to pass that bloody paper .
Ok . Now, for SS .
I really really hope I can get an a1 for it .
Alright, it'll be Eng and Chem tomorrow .
Seriously, I want to get an A for eng .
For chem, I just hope I could pass since nothing actually goes inside my head .
I was in a daze, most of the time . Heh .
Hmm .
Oh well, today's weather was a disaster .
I was dehydrated-again!-and plummeting down to hyperventilating-erm..again?
In one short and sweet sentence, I'd say....... I was dying just now .
The weather was damn horrible .
It's the el-nino shit crap thg season or whatever crap . For god sake,IDK !
Hmm ......
Well, today may seem like a disaster alright .
But, obviously this one hero actually made my day .
Curious?
Heh.
Secret................
''Learn to trust . It is the anchor in any and every relationship.''
peace ☮
-Shay
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
try something new
Alright .
I want to try something .
wait..............
Ok .
I'm in love with this band .
They're damn good .
-Shay☮
I want to try something .
wait..............
Ok .
I'm in love with this band .
They're damn good .
-Shay☮
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