HOLA!
Hahah. Went out with mama just now! We 'jalan2' at Tampines there. Since it was a heavy downpour, we ate ice cream! I know, I know. The best way to savour it, is to eat it really2 slow but I can't! Hmm.('gelojoh!'>.<)

Sigh. I miss cheerleading practices!! I miss my instructor! I miss everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kay ah~~~~
Peace ☮
-Shay

''MANUSIA

BERTOPENGKAN


SYAITAN''









''SEE SEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M RIGHT ABOUT_____! I know one when I see one! It aint that hard to know if that particular person is a gayboy!''
Peace☮

Hello people!
Ok so...... My team and I didn't make it to the final. It was kinda sad ah. But, it's ok. WE HAD A BLAST.
Oh and...... I can't upload the pictures right now. Perhaps, some other time. We made a lot of friends too.(We did?) Hahah. Well, only one or two. Girls from AMKSS. I bet they are going to win the open(non-stunt) category. Like obviously. Apart from that, I won't deny the fact that I'm quite disappointed with myself ah. But, bygones bygones. Cliched this may sound, but no use crying over spilled milk right? Hmph.....

Ok, wept the tears 'cause WE ARE GOING TO THE FINAL TODAY!
hahah. Well..... To support our veryvery sweet and cute and gentle and everythg nice instructor and his team! Hopefully they win the open(stunt) category. LOVE YOU SIDIK! hahahahah. Expressing my love to him at this blog.-how cheap

Alright.
That all.
Peace!☮
-Shay

FML.
☮

Justin bieber's replacement! Like....... FINALLY!!!!!!!!!

GREYSON CHANCE!!!!!!!!!!!
Trust me........ He's way way way btr than Justin!!!!!
Enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!



So, what do you think? Yes...... AGREE! HE'S DAMN TALENTED AND HOT!

Peace!☮
Love......Greyson!
-Shay

I didn't attend school today. It was a sheer bliss to be able to spend the whole morning in bed. Idk, I'm just tired. My whole body is aching because this week is one of the most tiring week for me. Had cheerleading practice everyday, from 3 till 6. Not to forget, sport festival. And, yes. My cca. God...... Anyways, I'm not really complaining y'see. Frankly speaking, I had a blast. I LOVE CHEERLEADING! I LOVE DANCING! Cheerleading competition will be this Saturday and we'll be having last practice on Saturday morning. Imagine, from a freaking 8am in the morn till 7pm! Haha. But, it's going to be fun. Though, I must be honest that my hands were trembling and my stomach was queasy  from anticipation. I'm afraid of the crowds. Haha. Seriously. I do have stage fright okay. But I will definitely give my best on that particular day.In fact, I will make the rest of my friends do exactly that. I don't want my instructor to be disappointed with us. Hmm.

Okay. So erm.....

PEACE?☮
-Shay

Just pouring out my feelings

Farewell.

''If tears could build a stairway and memories were a lane,
We would walk all the way to Heaven, to bring you home again
No farewell words were spoken, no time to say good-bye
You were gone before we knew it, and only God knows why
Our hearts ache in sadness, and secret tears will flow
What is meant to lose you, no one will ever know''

Anonymous

Peace☮
-Shay

Parody much?



You know, I've always adore gay people right?
They're so........... sweet. and. funny(:
I can't wait for the next cheerleading practice.
Peace☮

Today.........was okay.

-my fucking wallet was MIA for like 10-20 mins or so.
-Guess what? didn't get to eat.

- Shouted at many people.

-Sry ppl, I can get a little bit..... nasty ah when this kind of bull**** happen to me.

-Afterwards, found my bloody wallet in the bus.
-Still, pretty hungry.but, must 'endure'.
-To add on this misery, had cheer leading training.
-The instructors were vvv nice.
-Learnt many interesting moves.
Today wasn't really that bad, that is why I categorised them under the 'okay' group.
Five reasons, why today wasn't really that bad. No, there's only one reason. We SAW.............. hotties. They are Caucasians/Eurasians or easily said, they are WHITE PPL.(happy?^^) Not just, ppl, ppl. They are around our age! Super HOT! I'm not only referring to the boys, but the GIRLS too!! I swear, if there were no boys there, I would definitely become a hundred percent LESBO! Thank god, the boys somehow make me sane, or straight. If not..........
Oh oh........ And, Fanna said one of the boys was blushing when I......(I can't recall what I did. But the main POINT is, HE blushed!)

Okay then.
Peace.☮
-Shay

Check this out!

Hahahah! Omg! T-pain is such a BIMBO!!! At 1.10. Oh, and check this vid at 1.45! Wth! Snoop Dogg FUCKING while singing!!!
Hilarious!
Peace☮
-Shay

Still not over with...............

God................................
I'm so obsessed with gay people right now. Wait..... I've always been obsess with gay people. In fact, one of my biggest dream is to actually turn them on...... Hahaha. Like seriously, gay people are so............damn cute!!!



-by voguelicious
please don't stop watching! They are damn good man! Can I like join their dance crew please.....? My voice is quite rusty2 type so........Can I?



Hey wait! There's a girl in the crew! So.............. Can I join?! I've not been dancing since p5! That was when I represented my primary school taking part in the dancework Anti-drug competition.

They can dance...........And boy, they can sing too!



Omg!! Handsome right? Izzy's the name............ And his voice.................
Alright..... Lastly.... pls.... Go here! Don't worry! Trust me it's not a virus!  *SUMPAH

Peace☮
-Shay

Standstill

Here.... I will be publishing my feelings.


                     My expressions so revealing
           
My wasted hopes all fading
         
My tears my eyes I'm crying



Oh god................ Art was such a nightmare and I am 100% sure that I'm going to fail art. Why?. It was like a giant tornado that twirled all my emotions. It flew them all around. Disturbed their organized peace. But it's okay.... 'cause now the tornado is gone. It's now just a standstill. Everything is everywhere. All spaced in between heartbreaks and tears. But what's my point?. I dont have one.
I'm waiting hysterically for something to happen. But nothing is happening. SOMETHING PLEASE MOVE.
Okay, so at least, I can move. But I have to move with a purpose-what do I have to move for? Absolutely nothingness.(I'm gonna fail art anws.)
And now...... it's only a standstill.

Peace☮
-Shay

Giving up...........

Ok so.....
Right now.............
My hands were up in the air, screaming, ''I give up!''
Art is such a pain.....
I'm gonna fail Art.
And Physic.
And Geography.
Maybe Social Studies.
Maybe Malay.
Maybe Chemistry.

Cliched it may sound, but we must persevere right?
So, chill. ''When there's a WILL, there's a WAY.'' - go and DIE!!!!


I'm dead............
Mum's going to kill me.
I gonna fail my Sa1...........
Somebody?. Help?.

''One word that demolishes the past yet becomes a typical reminder. One word that changes all yet begins and ends.''
Peace.....☮☮(No! I'd say.... RESTLESS)☮
-Shay

Gay

Who knew so much could happen in such a short period of time? I was researching for my art prep stuff when I came across this picture. Yeah. It doesn't matter anymore. Ok, my point? It's not wrong to be gay! We are all humans right? Let's just say........ This category of people, are vvv special. So, you should not critised them! Instead, give them your SUPPORT!  I was reading newspaper and yahoo and watching Fb vid about this one particular ''Pretty boy'' slapping his friend. I have to admit, I find it rather amusing. Hahah. See ppl, we should not just judge a book by its cover. I am positively sure that most of you were like cursing Afez Agyness right?  I don't blame you. But, first let me give you a scenario kay? 
Let's say........ A wants to kill B. C tried to save B.
What do you understand from this scenario?
''A is the BAD guy?''-this is the first thing that pops into your head right? But, think again ppl!
What if.............. B is THE bad guy. And B and C is like a team of murders or robbers or whatever and A is just innocent man who is trying to defend himself?
So............ What I'm trying to convey here is that, things happen for a REASON. That boy don't just slap her for nothing right? There's a reason behind it! She betrayed him! If, let's say..... She's the ''good guy'', then why didn't she defend herself or at the very least, FIGHT BACK?-'cause she knows she's wrong!

Peace☮
-Shay

math and physic..............

Okay.............
Math paper seems okay to me......... One word; manageable.
I won't deny the fact that I only started revising e math yesterday, but the paper seems okay laa.
Though, there were some part, my math teacher didn't go through with us due to a insufficient amount of time, but I managed to do it.... seriously..... Math is actually quite easy.... The answers are ALL there-is just a matter of solving it. Which shouldn't be a problem right? Once we know the basic and formula etc. In which, I would like to add, is quite simple. Okay. Except for Simple and Compound Interest. I didn't study that part. So............stupid. But the rest, seems okay. Like seriously......... The chapters tested were only chap 1-7a. 7a! Which means, ONLY till exercise 7a of chapter 7! Simple right? Tsk. Omg..... I'm like so confident like that siar..... Haha. But, we shall see.... I aim for a pass ah btw.

Okay............. Moving on.....
Physic on the other hand was a DISASTER!
I don't even understand a single thg!(Okay, that part is not really quite true. I managed to do some. A little bit of exaggeration won't harm right?.)
So.................. I have this very strong feeling that I'm going to fail my physic paper. Like seriously! I just hope I didn't really fail that badly(*crossing my fingers)

Oh well. That's all for today.

Peace☮
-Shay

Ok...........
So today.............I'll spend the whole day revising. Ok no........ about half of the day sleeping. I'm vvvv tired man. I hope there won't be a problem doing my math exam tomorrow.........
For physic on the other hand................ I just hope I can pass. Amin.

Alright. That's all.
Peace☮

I DON'T WANNA WALK S-O-L-O.............

Yeap....
I'm addicted to Solo. THANKS FANNA.
KK. wait........
Here goes!!!!!!

Solo-Iyaz


Super addictive......
C'mon get addicted everybody!
Anyways........
I had mt paper just now...... Idk yaw. I'm losing the grip. But, I know why...... I didn't study for malay. That's the reason..... Oh and, for the very first time..... I sleep during exam. I recalled having about nearing an hour left but I chose that nearing-an-hour-left to sleep.... It felt good man! Seriously! Oh and.... I burp as I was sleeping! haha. Vvv hungry.....

Ok. So that's all for today.......

Peace☮
-Shay

Geography and eng over and NOW......

I am preparing myself both mentally and physically to fail my geography.
English, on the hand..............
Well. Just hope I could atleast pass my paper 2(amin)
Though, I was actually aiming for an A for English but..... It's ok....

So NOW....?
Mt exam tomorrow but I don't give a damn to it. Malay is an easy subject. I can pass, no doubt. But, here..... We are not talking about passing, we are talking about scoring an A.... And.... I don't know why..... I just can't be bothered. I don't care if I flunk my mt..... I can buck up next time....(what a stupid move, shay...)

Anws...........
Now......
I feel so f up. Know why? SKIN ALLERGY ATTACK!
It's damn fucking painful.... And the sufferings I have to endure is unbearable.
Well. FUCK YOU FUCKING SKIN ALLERGY!

Ok. I'll shutup for now......
Wait. One last sentence before shutting my mouth.
FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU SKIN ALLERGY

NOW.... I'm done.

peace☮
-shay

Exams will continue tmr

Yeap.
That's right. Eng paper 2 and geography.
Gosh.......... You know what? I seriously don't know a single shit about river and coast. Geography is too complicated for me! In fact, I ever thought of transferring to History. Ok, no. I'm still considering of transferring to history. The question is, can I?
Sigh........
Well..............
We shall see......................
Wish all the best for me.
Yaye.

Peace☮
-Shay

Tired

I'm vvvvv tired..............
I just want to sleep!
Or watch tv............
Or.....eat. since I didn't really eat just now. Kay no. I DIDN'T EAT AT ALL. Except, lollipop if lollipop is considered as food. Anyways..... I'm really tired right now.
So............ Reason why I blog?
I want to say THANK YOU for those lovely friends who wished me happy bday at MSN and so sorry........ I didn't know you guys actually wished me. Kay no. I didn't expect you guys to remember, let alone wish me happy birthday. Omg......... I'm so touched. haa. Seriously.....
Hmm.....
Okay now............ I need some sleep!
Good day!
Peace☮☮☮☮
-Shay

Energised!

well! hello!

Energised will now be my middle name!
Idk yaw. I'm just so............... happy and yes........ energised.
I could feel a surge of elation through my entire being! I'm so....... in love............. with........... MYSELF!

Well........... Ok..... Examination is around the corner, so I should be stress right?(fyi... exam was last friday-eng and ss. I screw up my ss big time-as per norm)
But, y'know what? I don't care anymore. Kay fcuk. I do care. But, I just don't want be stress like most of my classmates. Come'on. Just CHILL for once! Where's the joy, everybody? The joy of being you? Kay fcuk.... Shay..... that's just lame...........

You'see....... I've not been blogging for quite some time right?
SO sorry for that! Idk.......... I'm just............ busy........... enjoying my life to the fullest and realised my true potential! I can write using my left hand too!(I'm a right handed) Okay.... big deal......


I love my life!
I'm so lucky...........to be me............
Yeap.... I know..... Strange huh? I've not been blogging for quite some time, and when I start blogging, I become a completely new person.-a much better person.......
That's the real deal buddy.... That's just life..... People changed, you changed, I changed, everybody changed......

Alright........
I guess I've been talking too much crap right?
SO................
Have a splendid day everybody...........

peace................☮☮☮☮☮
-Shay