the only exception

It's nearing 2 a.m and here I am still WIDE awake.
Yes...... While the rest of my family members were already immersed in their own fantasy and bullshit dreams, I am STILL wide awake! (Hmm... Why am I always the only exception? Maybe.....I am.... A-D-O-P-.....)Gahh. I'm so scared of FRIDAY- the FIRST paper. Or rather first two papers. Or rather THE START OF EOY  EXAMS!
I totally forgot how I studied, or rather MEMORISED my social studies essays! It's stupid how I'm having so much DIFFICULTIES in memorising that damn essays this time round.

Okay.
NIGHT.
I need to have some rest..........DD:

Peace ☮

HOME ALONE

Jyeah.
Didn't attend school today.....-DEAD TIRED man.....
Alright. So here's a reminder for me. Need to do some house-keeping....-.-
Afterwards...... PLEASE START DOING SOME REVISION! For Social Studies!!!!!!!
And yes...... COMPLETE MY unfinished essay.
Mental breakdown baby.....
Urgh.
Talk to you later.
'cause now.... I need to take a shower. Heh.:))
Peace☮

cookies anyone?

Okay....... It's strange how I can be so 'cool' and 'compose' despite knowing the fact that EXAM is just a matter of THREE MORE DAYS. Please. Start. Panicking. You IDIOT!
I've tried my very best to do my homeworks but...... I don't know, friend..... I succumb to exhaustion easily!

Anyways.......
Here's an OLD picture of me. Jyeap. Before I cut my bloody hair.....

Okay then.!
TIME TO STUDY!-hell NO! I'm going to bed!:))) Heh.
NIGHT!
Peace☮

MS SWAN

Okay.....This post is a dedication to MS SWAN.
Why? 'Cause I love Ms Swan, that's why :DD

Awww. We are twin! We look so SIMILAR.
I truly adore Ms Swan.....
Obviously, I didn't like her the first time I watched her show but then again......
We shouldn't judge a book by its cover right?
Alright......
I wanna booth 'bout this in just a minute.
Good day everyone:))
PEACE☮

ADDICTIVE

Okay......
I'm so addicted to Daily Booth right now.
Hahah. It's FUN! And, I've got 12 people following me NOW:D
YAY ME:))
☮

Take back my words

I love DAILYBOOTH! And yes..... I can smile NOW:))))
Why? I've finally figure out how the thing works:))
Yaye:)
And..... I've 5 followers:)
Hahah. Big deal!
But, if you were to read the earlier post, I only have ONE follower. So, it rocks okay(Y)
Oh and, I managed to convince two of my friends to join this goddamn thing.
Yay ME!

Peace yo!☮

Booth Daily

Okay. Okay.
I've landed myself at DailyBooth. And it felt so weird. It's like I'm the only asian there! And..... I only have ONE-I repeat ONE!- follower! D: How pathetic!-.-
I've tried convincing my friends though, about creating an account there. But, wth.... I don't know. They don't seem to be interested in it..... In fact, I've lost my interest too. In Dailybooth. Most of the users are white people from countries like USA, UK etc..... Of cause, I love WHITE PEOPLE. But, it became a major turn off when many of the cute guys there are purely GAYS, Fml.
Oh and, I can't delete the goddamn thing!
Oh well. FML.

Peace YO!☮

Woohoo Wednesday

Today is....................WEDNESDAY! And I'm feeling awesome!

I know, I know..... I've mentioned this in the earlier post about how much I hated Wednesday, but today....... Is an exception. I told my mum I was going to school late just now, because of the amount of homeworks I had the day before. Of cause, I told her I was going to finish it. But, hell. I couldn't even care less about it.
So, targeting at around 9a.m to get the hell out of my house, I managed to reach school around 9:50a.m. And, guess what?! I'm a genius!-My school have this new late-comers system where we need to, erm, scan through our ez-link card on this scanner thing. In simpler words, it will be recorded and if we happened to be late more than three times, we need to go for detention. The objective of this scanner thing is to make sure the late-comers served their punishment and somehow make them feel remorseful about being late.-?? haha.
So, Genius ME didn't scan through my ez-link card. I won't tell you how I did it, though.
Anyways, MAIN reason why I chose 9 a.m to get out of my house is because of english lesson-which ends at 9:40a.m. I owed my english teacher a heck lot of homeworks. The last thing I want to hear from her is her endless nagging.-.-

Okay Alright.
Peace☮

Thanks. For making me fail. :D

I am blogging to express my deepest disappointment regarding this one particular malay teacher name M. I know I'm going to fail my malay oral the moment I saw her making her way towards the appointed seat. So, cut the story short, I screw up my malay oral. Which is so UNLIKE me. Trust me, I am good at conversation, I even taught an old friend of mine how to converse good malay. He even scored DISTINCTION for O level oral examination.
You know, I tried to put my anger, hatred and burning ego aside and just get the thing done and over with. Upon finishing reading the passage, she then asked me the conversation topic,
''Pernahkah awak melakukan kerja kemasyarakatan? Nyatakan pengalaman awak.''

I thought for awhile and finally after having the script well rehearsed in my head, I started my sentence with this,
''Saya rasa sebagai pelajar ya, kita sudah pun terdedah dengan kerja-kerja kemasyarakatan.....''


Then, I stopped. 'cause I looked at her ****** face. And...... she said this,
''Saya ulangi soalan itu sekali lagi........ Pernah kah...........''

And this is what pisses me off.-
''Okay. Sebelum itu, awak tahu tidak apa maknanya kemasyarakatan?''


The word 'fuck' spontaneously came out of my mouth upon hearing that.  I felt so insulted! I stood up and said, ''aaaah. Buat bodoh ah!'' before making my way out. I clenched my fist tight and marched towards the open door.

I tear up a bit, and felt horrible.-TOWARDS myself. I know I am good at it, but I screw up just because I hated that **** teacher. And then I smiled and said to myself, ''it's okay.'' 'cause I know I'm good at it and could have scored distinction if it was a different teacher. I scored 38/40 the last time round and was the highest in class. So, SCREW YOU, M!

Kay peace. ☮

L♥VE

Man......(And again. The title has no relevant to what I'm going to say.)
I've been slacking this past few days. Eversince school reopen(after the 1 week sept hols). I did pay attention. 'Cause I am attentive in class. Wait. I've always been attentive in class. But, I have not been doing any homeworks SO FAR. No. Don't get me wrong. I'm not complaining nor am I saying the teachers didn't do their job 'cause they didn't give any homeworks. As a matter of fact, they DID give us assignments to do at home. LOTS OF THEM.

Gahhh. I felt so worn out this past few days. Some might say, I 'lepak'(slack with friends), but trust me people I have stop 'lepak-ing'(slacking) eversince I was in my secondary two days. And this year, is somehow like the first time I went home STRAIGHT after school. Of cause, I skipped my cca(eversince the start of Ramadhan) 'cause sometimes, I find Cca pointless. And, I feel that Cca is like an obstacle for all the students to excel too. My Cca ends at 6:30pm(wait no. It usually ends later than that. At about 6:40+). Which means...... I will reach home at around nearing 8, depending on the situation. It will be earlier though, if I were to aboard the train. But then again, 6:40+pm means peak hour.(I don't think so I need to elaborate further, do I?).

So...........
Having said all that.............
I have come to a conclusion.
The problem is NOT because of the amount of homeworks given.
Nor. Is it about my Cca.
All along, the problem lies in me.
I'm THE cause of all this problems.
I'm just PLAIN LAZY.

With that,
I shall shut up for now.
Goodnight ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
L ♥VE yall.
Peace aye. ☮

Open House

I'm so worn out therefore I won't elaborate that much about today. So, cliched this might sound, but let's the pictures do the talking, shall we?

The excitement



The Anak Jantan

The Black-Extra


The 'Boi' menjeng.

The 3 Abdul...

The Anak-daras(Haha. As if!)

The Cute Family.




The Pedo-Kidnappers....



I POSED FOR SO LONG, AND REALISED THAT THE 'BOI MENJENG' DIDN'T SNAP MY PHOTO, HE ACCIDENTALLY PRESSED VIDEO-.- Background voice, was my brother. Haha. Idiot.


Boi Menjhy


Alright Alright.
That's all. There're many other pictures though, but these are my personal favourite.
Okay then.
☮☮Peace☮☮
Love you;)

Endless cries

Yesterday's night- 17th of September- my house was filled with cries of sorrow and regrets. My cries for pity was being ignored. My knees were already on the ground, begging for mercy, and again, it was to no avail. Knowing too well, the outcomes of my past mistakes, I stood there and prayed profusely........

☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮

My abs of flabs

There's a couple of things you

should know about me.


I'm NOT good at judging people.


I like playing soccer.


I miss track and field so damn freaking much!


BUT THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT ME!

I am, undeniably, getting FATTER and fatter every single freaking day!-I thought it was some kind of genetic problem or some sort. But, it is NOT. All my family members have well built body and super healthy looking. All of THEM!(note: I said 'them'and not 'us'). So, since I'm like the only exception in the family..... Negative thoughts began to crowd my mind.
I think........... I might be Adopted!

Hmmm.......
My 'real' parents must be obese and have a fat ass!
They might be lazy too.
I've this hunch, they like to take afternoon naps.


But then again.... No.....
I'm really NOT adopted.
I'm really ONE OF THEM. But, I'm just not as lucky as them...
Looking at my lovely brothers, I can't help casting covetous eyes on their body.
Toned body, beautiful abs..... They have it all, but I don't!
God............. I really want that abs.....
Apparently, every single one of us have abs.
But....
I am categorised under different type of abs.
And...... It's call abs of flabs.......D:


Peace yo.☮

Alright, alright.
I didn't attend school today, or rather yesterday. I woke up kinda late. Not really, actually. I woke up around 6:20am and if I were to rush up and everything, I would still reach school on time. But, I was dead tired and my whole body was aching damn badly. Plus, there are still a number of homeworks still undone.

And the homeworks......still remain undone. Haha. I thought of doing my english homework but there were no ideas flowing inside my head! Come'on. I need to write a story about generation gaps, PEOPLE. And, my friend told me, there's another english essay(about Colours. I know, wth?). So, I end up with two essays! Damn it.

I saw my favourite pencil on top,
I saw it danced beautifully when I give it a call.
But then it stopped,
And I realised what I've written doesn't make sense at all.



Side note;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZWANI!


I know, I know. Unglam photos. But, I don't care!

Peace!☮

HellHoleOfBoredom

God damn it.

My throat is like killing me.... I think it's because of Shisha-SCREW you boys once again. I had been coughing in class and the coughing doesn't just stop there. I continued huffing bacteria all the way home.
Anyways, school wasn't really a good start either and somehow I regretted going to school today. There are way too many homeworks! As usual, I went back home straight after school ended. And upon reaching home and had afternoon shower and etc, I'd play my guitar for awhile before finally taking an afternoon nap. It has always been the same routine and I know it's unhealthy for both education and health-wise. You know why? Upon waking up from that dreadful afternoon nap, I'd feel more tired than I supposed to be. If you realised, you will always have some trouble sleeping at night when you took afternoon naps. This is a Vicious Cycle of afternoon naps. 'cause when you can't sleep at night, you will feel very tired in the afternoon. And the cycle repeats.

And right now, I have a mental breakdown..... I can't think. I mean, I still can(obviously) but I don't know, it's like I'm not in my study mood that kind of stuff. Initially, I had planned to finish up whatever homeworks I have at night but I'm so damn tired. You know, personally I think homeworks are just an obstacle and barrier for all the students to EXCEL in life. You know why? This is because of homeworks, students have NO time to revise at all.-Correct me if I'm wrong. And as for me, I think the only time I will start revising will be during exam periods or nearing exam period. It's not really because I'm a last minute kind of person- but it is true though ;)- but because that's the only time teachers didn't give any homeworks. I study better too.
Damn..... My english teacher is so gonna kill me. I need to write an essay about generation gaps and that kind of stuff but I have a mental breakdown yo! I'm not in the mood to write an essay today 'cause I know it won't be good and end up with plenty of grammar mistakes and stuff. I want to write something I can relate to. Thing is, I can't relate to ANYTHING for this  particular essay. My grands have all passed away. I don't even have any sweet or bitter memories with them. 'Cause I was way too young to know about their existence in this world. I'm like oblivious to their existence in this world because I was way too busy thinking about something. Specifically, thinking about myself. In fact, when I was only FOUR, I even questions my existence in this world. I started thinking about reincarnation and started touching my entire body and ask myself, ''am I really alive?''

OKAY..............
I know, I know.....................
This is crazy.
But, I'm not crazy.
So, I'm gonna end it here.
Good luck to me, eh?
Okay whatever.
Bye.


WAIT!

On a lighter note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILLY!!!!!
I love you FOREVER.

Mwahhh! Sleep tight honey ;)
☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮

Terrific

It's the second day of the MONTH. And, I'm feeling GREAT!(Y)

Okay......
So erm.................
I did pretty well for all my subjects(except physic. haha)


English-B3(17/25)---- errr. Okok.
Math-A2(28/40)------ There's no WORD that could express my happiness.
Malay-A2(34/48)------ I know, I know. I will get my A1 back!
Art-C6(51/100)------ My ART teacher said, ''You're SUPPOSED to fail''-.- And I was like, ''What does that SUPPOSED to mean?''-.-
Geography-A1(21/25)------ I'm sorry I brag a lot about this. But cut me some slack, people. IT'S MY FIRST TIME PASSING GEO.-.-
Social Studies-A1(26/30)---- There's two people who get 26/30. Meaning to say, there's two highest. lol.
Chemistry-C5(23/40)------- I thought I'm going to fail. THANKS to my FRIENDS(Fanna, Syaheeran, Syakirra, Syafiqah who told me not to give up.(Y)
Physic-F9!!!(16/45)----- EXPECTED


Overall, I'm VERY VERY happy.
Hmm.....
I hope yall did well for your examination.
If yes, KEEP IT UP!
If no, DON'T GIVE UP. This is NOT the end!

Okay....
Let's hope I can Keep It Up till O level okay?^^
LOVE YOU~~~~~~
Peace☮