Peace Everybody☮☮☮☮

And so sheds another tear. See, this is why I say today will never be better than yesterday. And guess what, tomorrow will always endup worst.
But, then again, who cares? I'll worry about that tomorrow.
Sigh.... Nothing goes well anymore. It's all crumbling to dust. Again, who the fuck cares about all this shitty yadaa-yadaas? Well, unfortunately, I do. There are two possibilities to all this. It's either God is being unfair to me, or maybe it's just me. Putting the blames on other people, when it's actually my fault. Wells, either way it cuts like a blade-penetrates through the skin, penetrates through the mind. Tsk. I don't know how to put it in words. It's beyond comprehension. Oh god please, make something of me. It hurts me deeply, to know that I'm the cause of all this jinx. Well, recently-today, someone, somebody, lost his phone. And guess what, I'm the last person who text him. God...... Why me? This guilt is like killing me, not literally ofcause. BUT it's killing me INSIDE!

-Shay☮☮