Alright, alright.
I didn't attend school today, or rather yesterday. I woke up kinda late. Not really, actually. I woke up around 6:20am and if I were to rush up and everything, I would still reach school on time. But, I was dead tired and my whole body was aching damn badly. Plus, there are still a number of homeworks still undone.

And the homeworks......still remain undone. Haha. I thought of doing my english homework but there were no ideas flowing inside my head! Come'on. I need to write a story about generation gaps, PEOPLE. And, my friend told me, there's another english essay(about Colours. I know, wth?). So, I end up with two essays! Damn it.

I saw my favourite pencil on top,
I saw it danced beautifully when I give it a call.
But then it stopped,
And I realised what I've written doesn't make sense at all.



Side note;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZWANI!


I know, I know. Unglam photos. But, I don't care!

Peace!☮

HellHoleOfBoredom

God damn it.

My throat is like killing me.... I think it's because of Shisha-SCREW you boys once again. I had been coughing in class and the coughing doesn't just stop there. I continued huffing bacteria all the way home.
Anyways, school wasn't really a good start either and somehow I regretted going to school today. There are way too many homeworks! As usual, I went back home straight after school ended. And upon reaching home and had afternoon shower and etc, I'd play my guitar for awhile before finally taking an afternoon nap. It has always been the same routine and I know it's unhealthy for both education and health-wise. You know why? Upon waking up from that dreadful afternoon nap, I'd feel more tired than I supposed to be. If you realised, you will always have some trouble sleeping at night when you took afternoon naps. This is a Vicious Cycle of afternoon naps. 'cause when you can't sleep at night, you will feel very tired in the afternoon. And the cycle repeats.

And right now, I have a mental breakdown..... I can't think. I mean, I still can(obviously) but I don't know, it's like I'm not in my study mood that kind of stuff. Initially, I had planned to finish up whatever homeworks I have at night but I'm so damn tired. You know, personally I think homeworks are just an obstacle and barrier for all the students to EXCEL in life. You know why? This is because of homeworks, students have NO time to revise at all.-Correct me if I'm wrong. And as for me, I think the only time I will start revising will be during exam periods or nearing exam period. It's not really because I'm a last minute kind of person- but it is true though ;)- but because that's the only time teachers didn't give any homeworks. I study better too.
Damn..... My english teacher is so gonna kill me. I need to write an essay about generation gaps and that kind of stuff but I have a mental breakdown yo! I'm not in the mood to write an essay today 'cause I know it won't be good and end up with plenty of grammar mistakes and stuff. I want to write something I can relate to. Thing is, I can't relate to ANYTHING for this  particular essay. My grands have all passed away. I don't even have any sweet or bitter memories with them. 'Cause I was way too young to know about their existence in this world. I'm like oblivious to their existence in this world because I was way too busy thinking about something. Specifically, thinking about myself. In fact, when I was only FOUR, I even questions my existence in this world. I started thinking about reincarnation and started touching my entire body and ask myself, ''am I really alive?''

OKAY..............
I know, I know.....................
This is crazy.
But, I'm not crazy.
So, I'm gonna end it here.
Good luck to me, eh?
Okay whatever.
Bye.


WAIT!

On a lighter note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILLY!!!!!
I love you FOREVER.

Mwahhh! Sleep tight honey ;)
☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮

Terrific

It's the second day of the MONTH. And, I'm feeling GREAT!(Y)

Okay......
So erm.................
I did pretty well for all my subjects(except physic. haha)


English-B3(17/25)---- errr. Okok.
Math-A2(28/40)------ There's no WORD that could express my happiness.
Malay-A2(34/48)------ I know, I know. I will get my A1 back!
Art-C6(51/100)------ My ART teacher said, ''You're SUPPOSED to fail''-.- And I was like, ''What does that SUPPOSED to mean?''-.-
Geography-A1(21/25)------ I'm sorry I brag a lot about this. But cut me some slack, people. IT'S MY FIRST TIME PASSING GEO.-.-
Social Studies-A1(26/30)---- There's two people who get 26/30. Meaning to say, there's two highest. lol.
Chemistry-C5(23/40)------- I thought I'm going to fail. THANKS to my FRIENDS(Fanna, Syaheeran, Syakirra, Syafiqah who told me not to give up.(Y)
Physic-F9!!!(16/45)----- EXPECTED


Overall, I'm VERY VERY happy.
Hmm.....
I hope yall did well for your examination.
If yes, KEEP IT UP!
If no, DON'T GIVE UP. This is NOT the end!

Okay....
Let's hope I can Keep It Up till O level okay?^^
LOVE YOU~~~~~~
Peace☮

At LAST

When I say, 'hell', you'll say 'yeah'.
'Hell!'
'YEAH!'
HELL YEAHHHH!
DOOM's DAYS ARE FINALLY OVER! I'm referring to those meaningless examination. I've been burning the midnight oil for the last 4 or 5 days. And, I've been sleep deprived too.
I hope all my hard work pays off. So far, I've passed three subjects. Five more to go......(Math, Chemistry, Art, English, Malay, Geography, Social Studies and Physic. In case some of you wonder, why I'm taking '8' subjects-.-)

Anyways,
I'm gonna flunk my physic paper BIG time.
I'm going to fail it. BADLY.
But, who cares? I kind of expected it ah.

Oh and, I went to sp's mcd just now. Spotted some familiar faces and had a random conversation with them.

Ok peace people.☮

3 DAYS AND COUNTING

4 DAYS.....
I've not been fasting for 4 DAYS- and counting.-.- I felt guity but I realised that being "guilty" of so many things are both natural and necessary for my mental growth - but I've come to conclusion that thoughts of this nature can now only lead to a degradation in mind.


If one is a mental slave to religion, then one is probably aware of it. If a man enjoys mee pork, who am I to judge that? This is because, they're experiencing it the way they want it too. If someone goes his whole life without truly understanding any process fully - including basic ones, like breathing, then it's not my place or anyone to say that's wrong. So, am I still feeling guity now? The answer is flat no. Wait. Don't get me wrong. I know, it's wrong. But then again, what's to stop me from living my entire life behind the wheel of a go-cart? That sounds like an interesting way to go through life.

ANYWAYS.......
Just wanna share with you people.
This is an AMAZING video. Whoever loves art, will totally understand why.






Peace☮
-Shay

Be my baby~~~

My BABIES!!!!!!!:D




I simply love his british accent!
''Aaaahaha. Ohuhu. Ouch. OUCH! Ouch, CHARLIE! OUCHHHHHHHHHHHH! Charlie!!! That really hurts!''
Be my babies will cha?
Love you boys((:

PEACE AYO~☮

Not from INDIA

So...................
I watched YOG SOCCER MATCH today. GIRLS TEAM, baby! I watched two matches.
First was, papua new guinea vs Iran.(Iran won!!! ;D)
Next was, trinidad and tobogo vs equatorial guinea.(the guinea won)
Okay, so.... The start of the day was pretty bad. I found out about something and due to that unforeseen circumstances, I couldn't continue fasting. To cut the story short, it crumbles the day down. So, went Rp feeling moody and all. Afterwards, at Jalan Besar Stadium someone pisses me off. (Insertname) was a jackass and I couldn't contain my anger any longer so started hurling vulgarities at (Insertname) and friend.

Anyways...........
Had lots of fun with RIZQINA! It's been a long time since we two had a heart-to-heart talk. And trust me, I think we are the most 'kecoh' yet super friendly people there. As per normal, guys would start asking for numbers and stuff-.- Typical malay guy. tsk


Oooooh~ By the way



We made friends with the YOG volunteers. They are from Sjc or something.

AND THIS PICTURE..................................

Three words: WHAT THE HELL?
Hahahah. That guy is NOT bangladesh guy okay! hahah. He's from Papua New Guinea. But, he creeps the hell out of me. I was SHOCKED when he hugs me. EEEEEEEEW. hahah. Damn. There goes my virgin hug(? Righhhhhhhhht~)

Yeah yeah, pretty much that's all.
Oh yah, to erm, (insertname), I am sorry for hurling vulgarities at you and your friend.
(People who fly into a rage always make a bad landing.- Yeah, I know.)
And to, SAF AND AMIN, thank YOU so much for being such a great friends.

OH AND, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.:D

Peace☮
-Shay

Mark this date

Today is Friday the 13th.
SO WHAT?-.-
Anyways...........
I really wanna watch this movie! Okay, I know. Few days ago, I said I want to watch StepUp 3D but hell, this movie is damn hilarious. Trust me, it is. Wanna bet?





I know, I know.
Told you so!:D
Okay peace!☮

NOT my favourite

Today..........
Is NOT my favourite day. As a matter of fact, WEDNESDAY HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY LEAST FAVOURITE! You know why? There are 4 periods of art. Wait, don't get me wrong. I LOVE ART. But..... I'm pretty sure you've heard of this before- too much of a good thing is a bad thing.
On top of that, Wednesday tends to be more dry as compared to any other days. Lessons were awfully slow and meaningless. That is why, I always attacked Wednesday as the day to ''pon'' school. (Well being period, 3 period of eng, 1 period of geography, 4 period of art and 2 period of mt.) Need I say more? Why I hate Wednesday? THERE'S NO EMATHS ON EVERY FREAKING WEDNESDAY!!!-.-


And today........... I hate wednesday MORE than any other wednesdays: MOCK TESTS!
First was english mock test- summary. I won't complain, 'cause I love english. Next was, art! I won't complain,'cause I love art too. So, why am I complaining now? 'cause there are way too many mock tests in one solid day! It's like, killing two birds in one stone.
Besides english and art, there's also PHYSIC MOCK TEST! Yall might be wondering, why is there even a Physic mock test when there is no Physic on that particular day. I'll tell you why- THERE'S THIS THING CALL ASP! And, we'll be having physic mock test during Asp. So...... Feeling stress-up and everything, I tried to absorb as many information into my head. It was the first day of Ramadhan, and there I was looking like an idiot by reading the physic notes over and over again. So, I waited for him to arrive but it was already 2:50pm then and my physic teacher was obviously late. So, I've decided I should not wait for him any longer and just proceed home.

**On a lighter note, THERE IS NO HOMEWORK TODAY!^^

Okay people.
Peace!☮
-Shay

Anyone wants to watch this? With me, ofcause:)
Anything text me ok people.
(L) yall.
To my muslim readers, BACA NIAT OKAY. AND BANGUN SAHUR. ESOK PUASA.
☮☮May peace be upon you!☮☮

WORLD:)

Hello world!

So, basically, I had a blast just now. Went to town, to watch NDP! Fun!(Y)
Okay, I'm so lazy to elaborate much about it.
So.... Lets end here.... Shall we?

Peace everybody☮
I (L) YOU!!!!
-Shay

Aurora

I want to see the aurora. If anyone brings me to one I swear I'll surrender my life to you.

It's like, the greatest goddamn blessing the eyes could ever lay upon. Ahhhh~

Anyways......
Tomorrow will be Singapore's 45th birthday. So..... My plans? Currently, none. But, I had one before my friend 'paitaw'(cancelled the plans- want to spend quality time with family. Okay cool-.-) Ooooh! But.... My another friend, used-to-be buddy, the guy whom I thought I'd hate forever, are making plans with me! Thanks jyeah. You are like an angel from hell. Why hell? 'cause I'm still angry at you, that's why. -.-

I wanna go somewhere......
Somewhere far.
Somewhere that's closer to HOME
But it spells out as R-O-M-E, rome.

Haha. I'm so loyal to Singapore, aren't I?  Singapore's birthday's tomorrow and yet I wanna go somewhere else. Perhaps..... I don't belong here. I've never belong here.
 I remembered vividly about this particular comment I received from a friend. ''You look like italian or spanish.
Like Mix blood look.'' Okay. Some part might be exaggerated. But, I remembered the 'italian' part. And I was like....'I couldn't agree more..'' haha!-.-

Peace people.☮
-Shay

OMFG

School is pretty much a breeze right now. Y'know why? I passed my geography test! For the very first time! Oh oh, did I mentioned that I'm the highest?(My classmates told me that I'm the highest in class or exp stream) I got a freaking 14.5/15! Yaye:D When I received the paper, my eyes widened in alarm; my eyebrows shot up in astonishment. I was shocked! I thought, I'm going to fail that test. But, I DIDN'T! :D Hmm..... Am I finally getting the hang of it, or am I just being lucky?
To be frank, I thought of taking a photo of that piece of paper and published it here. Haha. Jyeah. But, I realised..... No one cares! So, why bother?
Actually....... I care. And, so does my teacher. No offence, to Mrs AY. I really respect you as a teacher, and personally, I think you're a great teacher but, your lessons tend to be very dry. And, I'm one of those lucky ones who actually get the new teacher, Mr L. He's a very passionate teacher and he has helped me a lot. I'm so thankful for everything.
''There's still hope.'' Mr L said, just before the end of the lesson.
Yeah..... There's still hope for me....
And, my hopes were heightened by an intense wave of euphoria.

Peace everyone☮
-Shay

PEOPLE!
I'M SORRY.
IT WASN'T ME. I swear upon my own life.
WHAT THE FREAKING HELL.?
OKAY....... WHATEVER IT IS, PLEASE DO NOT CLICK ON WHATEVER LINKS 'I' HAD SENT YOU.
Apparently, there's something wrong with my laptop. But, I had 'cleaned'it(the anti virus stuff or something)
Whatever it is, I'm truly sorry for everything.

Peace☮

Strangely FAST

FUNNY GUY.

THAT WAS STRANGELY FAST.

Call me Chun Li pleaseeeeee :D

 Okay..... This picture has no relevant to the above statement. Ok people. Say hi, to another german guy.

Peace☮
-Shay