Tuesday Tantrum

My cat went MIA earlier on, and everyone started panicking. Searched for her, everywhere in the house - the balcony, all three rooms, the store room, dining room, hall and even her secret hideouts but Billy was nowhere to be found. Both my parents went out to search for her. And found her wandering at the 11th storey: as if she was lost.

This is so unlike her. Billy's not like that. If she happened to be outside the house, she'll wait patiently outside our door so that we'll open the door for her(We doesn't like our cat to be outside, cause it's dirty and one of our neighbours has two ugly male cats.)

So..... There're two possibility to this bizzare incident.
Either..... My cat's already old and becoming senile.
OR. It's like a protest to all of us, me and family members. We've been too busy, and lazy, that we didn't even give that poor cat, its foods. Not that we didn't.....Just not as frequent as before.

I seriously hope, it's the latter and not the former. 'cause I'd rather my cat show some protest('cause she's afterall, a family to us. She's my little sister!) than being old and senile. My cat's the only sane one in this family. Hahaha. Wth? Nah, it's just that I love my cat very much. And I don't want her to leave me. Not now, not ever.

Peace ☮

Goodbye tiara



Took all this pictures, around noon. - And my fail attempt on modelling(as always)

Here comes disaster.



This is my new hairstyle. Doesn't really make a huge difference as I told the hairdresser to keep the 'length'. Anws,  I just had a haircut about an hour ago. That explain, my damp-like hair.

 So basically.... It's both a farewell and welcome occasion. Well then... Goodbye old tiara, and welcome brand new tiara. As usual, I'll lose my curl after cutting it. But, I love my fringe, though.




Peace & Love ☮
God bless you all.

(:

Hello there!
The title of today's post has probably explain it all. I'm in a jolly mood right now. Why?

Mum bought me another cute dress, that's why! I've always wanted that dress! You'know, the one with the pockets. Jyeah. But..... It kinda looks like...... A mixture of Far East and Bugis. Which, irks me more. Don't get me wrong though, I'm not against those places. It's just that..... It looks so typical. But, I don't mind buying some of the stuff there. Say, accessories, bags, beanie..... Oh yes, speaking of beanie, I'm in need of one! Like, seriously. Haha. Okay, partly because beanie is the IT thing now, but that's not the main reason why I wanna get that goddamn thing. It's because.... I have frequent bad hair days now. Beanie will be my.... so call, "pillar of support" if I were to leave my house with frizzy hair. In simpler words, I won't be all self-conscious about myself. So jyeah. I NEED a beanie!

Anyways.....
I seriously wanna go shopping. I wanna buy some stuff at Forever 21. I just wanna buy harem pants or leggings there. Cause, my wardrobe seems to be flooded with a whole lot of clothes and dresses. I need to at least own some fresh new pants right? That being said, I'm going SHOPPING soon! Most probably, next week. Or perhaps, tomorrow? We shall wait. And see. Hmm?
Oh yes, another thing. I'm in need of a HAIRCUT. YES. It's frustrating. I guess, I won't mind cutting it super short. Haha. No wait. Who am I kiddin? No freaking way. Shorter hair = MORE bad hair days. Trust me. Been there, done that. =)

Okay kiddos.
See ya soon.
God bless.
Peace & Love
☮& ♥

Tangled

God..... Why can't life be more like a fairytale? Eventhough, the storyline are pretty much the same. Say, sad begining, then conflicts arised and so on and so forth...... At least, I know, I will get a happy ending. But, reality....... just don't do justice, do they?

Peace & Love ☮

Lee Cooper

*Clearing my throat*
So............... I got myself a new shoe. I know right? Like, finally?! I'm not really a fan of Lee Cooper, though. To be frank, I've never heard of that brand before. No, seriously. Haha. But, oh well. I hope, it's worth it. This thing cost me a fortune! So, it better be worth every cent of my money! I know, this shoe looks kinda.... boyish. But, oh well....


Oh anyways, it's late november now. Which means..... PARTY time!

Sorry to disappoint you, but I don't party. I'm not saying confidently that I won't do it. 'Cause I'm not too sure myself. I hope, I won't do it, though. I don't wanna get wasted easily. I wanna be..... The 'good cop' in my family. As in, my siblings. All of my brothers are party animals. Especially, my 18 year old brother. Couple of days ago, he went to Azzura or something with his friends. He showed me pictures, and videos of them getting wasted and crap.

Envious? Hell no. -.- I find them rather stupid to be wasting their teenage life just like that. I know, I know. "We must live our lifes to the fullest" But, seriously though. That does not only apply to partying all day long. What about, other aspects? Say, education? Or... I don't know. Couple other things. And, this is what puzzle me the most. If you wanna live your life to the fullest, would you rather be with your friends? Or your family? - the one who loves you the most.

So, to all kids out there.
Take care, okay?
Life's too short, to get wasted.
Embrace the right opportunity, make full use of it. 'cause Life is just....... Priceless. It is worth more than anything in this world!


Once again, take care.
Lots of love.
Peace☮

beautiful disaster

I woke up reluctantly upon hearing my dad's voice. He was nagging endlessly, disturbing my peaceful rest. Dad's not usually like this. I've known my dad forever so I can safely say that there's a hidden agenda. He nagged about all kind of stuff. Mostly, he nagged about the state of the house but there's this one particular thing that CAPTURES my attention - it makes me fuming mad. He nagged about SOCKS. Scolding me and my brothers, about not washing our own socks and how my mum had to do everything by herself. I rolled my eyes, and thought to myself. "Dude, it's already school holiday, for crying out loud!" I mean, seriously. Who needs all those socks, when you can just buy a NEW one? I mean, don't get me wrong. I'm not being a spoil-brat here. But, those socks? Seriously?! You still wanna wear it? Despite knowing that there're holes EVERYWHERE?! Come'on....! Oh and, mum's not at home; she went out to do some groceries shopping for today. It's Thanksgiving day, today. But, thanks to my dad, I've already lost my appetite for the celebration.

Sometimes....
Parents can be such a........... pain in the butt! I'm still very angry with my dad, tho.  But, deep down. I'm kinda glad he did all that. Eventhough, I'm fully aware of the hidden agenda-.-
I'm glad because he makes me realised how sinful I was towards my mum. For dumping everything at her. Not appreaciate what she has done for me. I felt bad. And guilty. Just because I'm a 21st century kid, doesn't mean I have to put aside my responsibility as a daughter, right? And, do you even know why, we have to help our mum do the household chores and everything? Imagine yourself in their shoes. Do you think it's easy to do all that by yourself? So people........... I hope you take this as a lesson learnt. All you gotta do is just stretch out your hands to offer them your help. It's not really that difficult, right people?

Please your mum, before it's too late.
Just like the malay proverb saying; Syurga di tapak kaki ibu. (:


Peace! ☮

Am I still your friend?

Hello, there.
I just wanna share with you people, this amazing song by MIKAH LUFIAHS. The first time I watched his videos, was around 5 months ago. Anyway, I'm pretty sure most of you've heard him before. Especially those from Nanyang Poly. While others might've heard him through facebook and all kinds of social networks, because he's AMAZING!(Y)
But, if you haven't, it'll be great, if you actually heard it from me. 'cause I'm his NUMBER 1 fan.
You know why I like this guy so much? He's funny, talented and most importantly he's REAL. I love his originals so much. I bet, you too, will fall in love with his original songs. Better yet, some of you will even fall in love with Mikah himself. Yes. He's that AWESOME.

So well, here's goes.



Just listen, okay?:D (or, if you're impatient, then just skip to 2:54 -.-)

PEACE! ☮

Better watch out!!!!!!!!!

You better watch out,
Yeah! You better run!
You'know why?
'cause Santa Claus is coming to town!

Haha. I can't wait for Christmas! And, so does my first brother, apparently. Why? His engagement day falls on 25th December too! Lucky fella!

Later,
peace☮

I almost died.....

From the hour you're born you begin to die. But between birth and death there's life.- Shakespeare

I was soundly asleep in the morning - it was peaceful.  The peace was then disrupted by my brother. All of a sudden, my brother began shouting. Everything seemed so blurry just now. Moreover, my brother wrapped a towel around his face, which strangely resembles one of the malay ghosts. I opened my eyes and upon seeing my brother, which I thought was a ghost, I began screaming like nobody's business. I began reciting some prayers and I mentioned God's name a lot of time too. My heart was pumping wildly, I thought I could just die. Then, my brother slowly calm me down. Apparently, after successfully done that, he broke into fits of laughter and kept saying, "You should've seen your face, man!" and "I should have record this!" =.=


Even though, sharing this in my blog, might actually kill me out of humiliation, I seriously urge each and everyone of you out there, to stop doing this kind of pranks. This kind of thing can actually caused somebody's life. One perfect example, would be me! But then again, it takes two to tango. As for this case, I couldn't blame entirely on my brother because I was partly 'responsible' for that near death experience. It is due to the insufficient amount of sleep I had. Anyways.... Please don't do that crazy pranks anymore. You might laugh and think I'm just exaggerating but I am NOT. This thing is serious; people can DIE just because of those pranks!
                                                        

                                  DIE BECAUSE OF SILLY PRANKS?! HOW?

This is because our autonomic nervous system uses the hormone adrenaline(or chemical messengers) to
send signals to various parts of the body to activate the fight-or-flight response - acute stress response. This chemical is toxic in large amounts; it damages the visceral (internal) organs such as our heart! And when our heart is flooded with too much adrenaline, calcium ions will rush into the heart cells and this causes the heart muscle to contract and can't relax. The heart can also go into abnormal rhythms, which are set by the Purkinje fibre, that are not compatible with life and if one of those is triggered, YOU will DIE!


See, how this kind of prank is not doing any of us a favour?  Side note, you can be jailed because of this!-Just kidding! Wait. No. I'm not so sure about that. Haha. Sorry to disappoint you, but I think it's safer if you don't engage yourself in that kind of situation. Okay people:DD


Ps; I am still the same old me. I've not changed into a genius overnight. I did my homeworks and  I found all those information(about "DIE BECAUSE OF SILLY PRANKS?! HOW?")at this website. So do read more, if you're interested. Basically, I just copy paste and rephrase certain words and  summarise it to make it shorter.


Oh another ps;  It's not about "die because of silly pranks". It's about "can a person be scared to death". I changed it to suit my story.


Peace!☮

                        

midnight rush

I hate school holidays because school holidays = FATS & INSOMNIA.

So, this will be a reminder for myself.
Starting tomorrow, I WILL.........

-NOT BE LAZY.
-TAKE THINGS SERIOUSLY(especially job interviews. As I've failed to attend most of the job interviews.)
-START STUDYING!('cause 2011 will be the year that will determine my future)
-Wakeup at 8AM!(I've been waking up at 2 pm-.-)
-JOGGING.
-DON'T EAT CRAP FOOD.
-SLEEP EARLY.
-STOP WATCHING LATE NIGHT MOVIES.
And the list goes on..........

Apparently, all this task can't be accomplish in just one solid day. I've to do it one at a time but.... let's keep our fingers crossed and hopefully everything will run smoothly, eh?:D

PEACE!☮

Dedication to Billy

Hey there, Billy.
Your mother must be Silly.
'cause you look like a pussy,
But, you act like a wussy.





☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮☮

Hey:))
Mum bought me 2 new dress yesterday. And this time, it's not BLACK! She bought two decent looking dress-es for me-white and brown. Aaaah. I've way too many dress-es. For once, I want something different.
Gosh. What is wrong with me? Hahah.
When I was in secondary one, my fashion concept used to be Indie-rock because back then, indie-rock rules the world(like the shawls and stuff). Then, when I was in secondary two, my fashion concept changes to urban-chic/vintage. Early this year, I'm into masculine-feminine 'looks'. Like, the blazer + dress and so on. Then now...... I'm into masculine looks.

Kay peace☮

Vent. It's vent. That word. Is. Vent.
Couple of days, perhaps a week ago, I rant about the things I've forgotten and all. Eversince that day, I've remembered practically everything.
I remembered visitting the flea market when I was younger- the thieves market.
My parents had to pick my brother up from school and afterwards we would all head our way towards the thieves market. *Side note, my brother used to school at Madrasah Al-Junied(one of the few religious school for Islam in Singapore).
Aaaah. I missed that place. My parents have stopped bringing us there when my brother decided to go to secular school instead. I've always dreamt about that flea market and the cute barbie dolls there. Damn.... I would love to go there one day, together with my family. I want to be able to say this, "Just like old times, man". Hah, I remembered consistently question myself, "where the hell is that place?" I guess, I can finally stop asking, eh? Now that, I've remembered every single details.

Frankly speaking, I'd like to write a whole full page about all this nostalgic moments. But, I'm tired. And lack of inspiration to write as well. I want to write something that will bring back those nostagic moments, so that one day, if I were to read this blog from my very first post, I can still get this weird flashback moments. Aaah. I know, I'm writing crap these days. More grammar mistakes, and everything. But, you know what? It's okay. I want to inspire many people one day. And, I will. I've made up my mind. I want to write my own biography. Go ahead, and laugh as you wish. This is only the beginning, my people. The ending? The ending will be better than what you expected. You just have to wait.

Parcel

After browsing through the photo album, I felt something. Something different. Something that comes from deep within me. Something that shouts, "I missed the old me!".

Back then, I used to resent myself, when my parents scolded me(because I wet my bed and etc). I never understood why they did that and why they punished me. So I keep on praying, hoping one day, I'll finally understand the reasons. I'll pray profusely, hoping one day, I can finally stop my parents from scolding me. Little did I know, new obstacles and new problems arised each day. I was confused. "Why are the problems getting bigger and bigger?" "Why am I making mistakes?" I thought, if I grow up faster, all the problems will disappear into thin air. But. I was wrong. I keep making mistakes unknowingly. Without fail, I keep on praying, hoping all of these will end by the time I grow up.

And now..... I've finally understood the reasons. The reasons why my parents scolded me- they were afraid I might repeat the same mistakes again. In fact, reasons why any parents scolded their kids is purely because of that. I'd do the same too, because I don't want my kid to end up being a spoilt brat or become a laughing stock for making such mistakes when they grow up. And now. I've finally realised, making mistakes is part and parcel of life. It's inevitable. Each and everyone of us, had to go through this, whether we like or not. I might have some problems now, such as frequent breakouts, heartbreaks, schools and so on, but it's okay. I'm a strong person.

“The past is behind, learn from it.
The future is ahead, prepare for it.

The present is here, live it.”

Peace☮